Just woke up not too long ago and I feel like penning some thoughts down.

Been sleeping late again these few days hence that explains the time I wake up. Is the reason to these a good or bad thing? I don't find a definite answer to this.

Actually I'm really glad that we had a chance for some serious talk. Cos to what I remembered you never seems to tell me whats going thru your mind. The conversation made me understand the situation better. An important agreement was made, just that I'm not sure if you remember. That was important to me thou. I do cherish every single moment we spent.. cos theres too many uncertainties ahead.

There are things that I can't let you know, at least not yet. I'm clear of the situation I've put myself in which I don't understand why too. I guess because its you. I can't promise there will not be any 'service termination' in future, but I can promise it'll only happen when situation threatens which left me with no other choice, or when its really hurting too much. Alike you, thats the last thing I want to happen.

So many things going thru my mind each day, but at times I chose not to think of it. On my part, I just enjoy and treasure every single moment. It cheers me up quite a lot actually especially under the stress I've been going thru.

A constant reminder to myself - don't get too attached, and not to be too dependant. In this case, it'll hurt lesser.

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Once again, a blog is a blog. Its how the writer feels at the MOMENT she writes. Let me just repeat myself again, I absolutely hate it when people mention what I blog to me asking for more answers or explanations. I will not hesitate to slap anyone of you who dare to ask. Read: ANYONE!!!