I don't care who is going to read my blog. This is MY blog and if you don't like it, please kindly fuck off.

So many things running thru my mind these days. I'm suffocating. I just hope that this 'down time' will pass quickly and I'll enjoy what I'm doing now again. I know somehow I wouldn't bear to leave, but it seems like I have been very unhappy going for flights. I don't enjoy what I'm doing anymore.

Sincerely thank those who helped me. You guys know who you are. I've learnt to fight back my tears. I don't let them drop easily now.

Just hope I can take this opportunity to take a break. Feel like going for a short trip. Anywhere will do.

I need a break. I need to breath.

p/s: oh ya, i didn't injured my finger on purpose. It was purely an ACCIDENT. It wouldn't be called a ACCIDENT if I do it on purpose! And who in the fucking right mind will cause such injury to herself??? If you have nothing to to comment, then please SHUT UP. I don't need any comment. If you fucking think that its not painful, then please let me know so that I can do the same to you so you can also have a feel of it. Let me know if its painful by then~

Its such a disappointment to hear that people you were once close to are talking rubbish behind you. It doesn't matter to me anymore I guess. I've already learnt that I can't trust people easily. My advice as usual, PLEASE BELIEVE IN KARMA.

Goodnight.