Family, may not only belongs to you for all that you know.
Only child, does not mean you do not have siblings for all that you know.

I've never cried so much before. My eyes are painful and swollened, but the tears are still flowing non-stop.

The things that I feared has finally happened.

All along I hoped not to turn 21. Cos I know once I turn 21 there'll be many things for me to settle, for me to face.

I would rather you not leave anything for me. All these years I've been fine. All that I have from you was the koala plush toy you got for me when I told you I want it. Whats the point of giving me money when the one that I really want is you.

I'm not upset that I'm not the nominee, I'm sad that from this moment onwards I have nothing to look forward to. I have nothing else that is related to you anymore. You left me forever.

I really miss you so much. You left me when I started to be close to you. You made me forgive you and be close to you, and the next thing I know was you left.

I know all along you didn't like girls, but what can I do? I'm born to be a girl. You were the cause of my unhappy childhood(if I ever had one), you were the caused of my traumatized childhood, you were the cause of me moving from place to place 12 times a year, you were the cause of so much unhappiness, but I still love you. Yes I do.

Cousin once asked if I hated you, my immediately reply was 'NO'. No matter what you did to me, deep down in me I know I do not hate you at all. I really mean it.

I yearn for your love, but I never got it.

Can I exchange what I have now for my father?