I miss my dad. For those who know me well enough, you would know that I'm not close to my dad. But this time, I really miss him. I dunno why.. I just hope that my parents will be with me when I cut my 21st birthday cake. Of course mum will be there, but its the first time I hope dad will be there too. Wonder how will it feel with both my parents around at the same place. Of course, all these are impossible. I know dad will be watching me from where he is now. I know he'll be happy for me. Happy that his daughter is turning 21. Happy that his daughter is doing fine in her life. Happy that her daughter is enjoying what she is doing now.

Dad, I really miss you alot. Do you miss me?




Many people have been asking me what I want for my 21st birthday. Honestly speaking, theres nothing I really want. Really.

Turning 21 is very special for me. It marks the day that I become an adult. Thou many commented that I'm matured and independant for my age (when I don't show my crazy side la), but now I'm really stepping into adulthood. The feeling is so different cos by turning 21, I'll get to take back all that Dad left for me. To me, turning 21 = A.D.U.L.T. I have to be FULLY responsible for everything. I just feel that its so different, so special. And on this special day, all I want is to spend it with my good friends, my loved ones. I want to be happy that day.

I wouldn't mind people turning up empty handed. If you are thick-skinned enough, just come lor.. Haha.. Kidding la~ Seriously I don't mind lo. Those who wants to bring a present, I would prefer my friends to give me meaningful gifts rather than spending alot on something just because its my 21st birthday. Did I mention that I love receiving cards and letters? Letters as in real letters from snail mail, not emails! So dear friends, don't ask me what I want for my birthday. Give me what you think I will like based on how well you know me. I'm sure that I will love everything that you people give me! =) **Except WATCH and CHOCOLATE** =P


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Getting emotional tonight.. cos I'm missing someone who was supposed to be dear to me, my daddy.