-watched i not stupid too. touching show~ i cried.
-came home n watched quill. touching show too~ i cried again.

Aunt called to tell me that grandma is ill. I'm quite worried about it and I've been praying that nothing is going to happen. I really hope grandma will be alright.

Grandma is 91 this year. 8 years ago when I was 13, I told grandma I want her to buy me a 'key' when I turn 21. I can't remember why I told her that, but both of us remembered the promise till now. I remember how grandma replied. She asked how old am I back then and when I told her I'm 13, theres 8 more years to go, she laughed and said '8 years?!? I'm not sure if I can live 8 more days ok!' I got so sad that I cried in front of her. Since then, she remembers my birthday. Every year when my birthday is coming, she will ask me if I'm going to visit her any day before my birthday, if not she'll pass me my ang bao now. So every year she will ask how old am I and how many years to go to be 21, and every year she'll say she's not sure if she can live till I turn 21. Some weeks ago, grandma suddenly asked me am I turning 21 this year. I told her yes, and she told me 'ok, finally turning 21. I'll ask aunt to help me buy a 'key' for you! After giving you the 'key' I can die peacefully liao.' I don't like it when grandma says this, so I gave her a new 'target'! I told her I want her to see me get married, my husband and me offer tea to her, attend my wedding dinner, and have my own kid! I want my kid to greet her Ah Zhor! I don't care, I want her to live long! As long as possible!

I've always been very close to grandma since young. Especially when I'm going thru the toughest period during my childhood, cos she is the one, the ONLY one, who is willing to take care of me. I really love her alot.

Everyone, please please please help me to pray for my grandma too ok? Pray for her to stay healthy and strong always.