As much as I don't wish anyone to read this blog, I know there will be ppl reading.. but pls, pls remember that I DO NOT like anyone asking me abt what I posted on my blog. Cos its just what I thought of at the very moment I typed, and I do not feel comfortable when people ask me abt my blog. This is my only ranting space, a place where I can type freely.. so.... thank you.

Many things happened recently.. I don't know where to start. Sometimes I'm very amazed with myself that I can get my life in such a mess. But now, things got better. I think I'm handling myself better too... I refuse to think that I'm being selfish. Who thinks of me when they wanna be selfish? I need to be nicer to myself, when I'm nicer to myself, I'm indirectly nicer to people who loves and care for me. Cos by doing that I'll not cause them to worry for me. Hence the decision has been made. Its definately not an easy one.. definately NOT.

Afterall, I'm glad that all unhappy and saddening issues are all over. I'm leading a brand new life and what I need to do now is to be a better person. I need to learn to be nicer to people. I have to learn to appreciate and cherish more (i do now, but i think its not enough), and get myself used to my new life. I know I will, and I will not take my own sweet time to do it. Sometimes I think I give myself too much stress, too much that I bring troubles for other people who truly care for me. I need to reflect on these as well..

Ok its getting late. Time to sleep. Good night world.

*everyday is a brand new day, so live happily!*

p/s: oh ya... MIU MIU!!!! Should I? Should I not? Hmmm... *continues to think in my lalaland*