Its been a long long time since I updated. Zillions of stuffs that I need to update, but I'm simply too lazy to do it.

First of all, my pc is down. Virus attack and I dunno what to do with it. So now waiting for Joey's hubby to fix it for me when he is free. Currently using my netbook, which can't read chinese characters. The screen is so small that I cant view full page. So not used to it. -_-"

Ok, I forgot what I wanna blog about already. Duhz..

Better go sleep now. Gotta work tml.. haiz..

Oh ya, I remembered what I wanna blog about!!! So impt dun understand how I can forget.. -___-""

Ok, the thing is, I went for health screening 2 weeks ago. Was told that if everything is fine, they'll mail me the report. If they find that something is wrong, they'll call me. So, being the usual suay kia, I received a call. DUHZ BIG TIME!

Nurse: Hello Miss Chen, this is calling from XXX, regarding your health screening results.
Me: Oh ok, anything wrong with me?
Nurse: We told you right, if nothing is wrong, we will mail it to u, if smth is wrong, we will call you rite?
Me: (duhz..)Yup, thats y I'm asking, anything wrong with me?
Nurse: Its better for the doctor to talk to you. Please come to the clinic on XXX.
Me: Ok, is it smth serious?
Nurse: Its better for the doctor to talk to you.
Me: Orh.. but can you jus tell me is it something serious?
Nurse:Its better for the doctor to talk to you.
Me: Ok..

Nabei la. How to sleep peacefully lidat? -_-" The health screening consisted of urine test, blood test, chest X-ray, eye pressure test, lungs test, blood pressure check, breast check, pap-smear, anal check. I dunno which part of me has problem. :(

Then, 2 days after the call I got stiffneck. So I went to search about stiffneck.. and from what I can remember, these are the info I got.

-Stiffneck can be serious, as in it can be one of the symptoms for damage of brain lining(or smth lidat la, got to do with brain one).
-Or, when not serious, stiffneck are caused by weird sleeping position and stress.

So i went further to check more abt the brain thing. Symptoms for the damage of brain lining are:
-Stiffneck
-Rashes
-Hair fall
-Easily giddy and headache

These are jus a few that I can remember.
Stiffneck: I have it quite often.. even baby says it seems like a once every 2 mths thing for me.

Rashes: I have rashes on the back of my neck when I was in taipei, after I permed my hair. Haven recover yet.

Hair fall: I have this problem like 1 mth ago. Severe hair fall.. When I shampoo I got a shock and when I count the strands of hair I drop with every sweep thru my hair, its never less than 20 strands. So imagine the number of times you run ur fingers thru ur hair, each time is like 20 over strands, and its together from the same spot hor!!! Shampooing drop, conditioning also drop, combing also drop.

Easily giddy and headache: Nothing new to me all these yrs.

I'm seriously worried. I actually wanted to tell baby I don't want to die, but he'll sure scold me if I say this to him. He doesn't like me being so negative. As you people know me, I think alot, sometimes too much. I'm really scared.. I start to think that being 24 I'm still considered quite young. I don't want to be sick. Theres so many things that I haven do. I wanna get married, I wanna experience childbirth. I wanna travel around the world. Dunno what to do. I'm just hoping that I will be alright. :(

No peace for me these days...

I'm happy with my life at this moment. I don't want to be sick. I don't want to die. ="(