I've got so many things that I wanna blog but I dunno where and how to start. :(

Just within this short period of time, I've experienced happiness and heartaches with him. Honeymoon period? I don't feel of it. Whatever it is, I think I've put in enough effort. The rest is up to him. I cherish every moment I spent with him as we went thru a long and rough way to be together..

We are not trying to hide from anyone, just that we don't see the need to announce. Close friends definately knows about it. I sort of regret telling one of my close friend. I mean, for me I felt it is better for me to tell him myself rather than letting him hear it from others in future. Its like we're so close so I decided to tell him myself. In the end, he stopped talking to me. WTH.. forget it then. I understand why he is angry and the reason for not talking to me, but I don't agree with it. Showing care and concern is not like this! Haiz... Whatever la.. I don't want to be bothered anymore. I live my own life, thou its not easy. I really feel it'll be better for me to leave this place asap!

Dear asked how do I feel that I lost a close friend because of him. I don't know how to reply. Of course I do not wish to lose any of my friends, but if they don't understand, there's really nothing I can do. There more to this that I will face in future..

I just hope its all worth it.