I almost forgot about my blog here! =x Haven't been updating for quite some time. Always reminded myself to blog but keep forgetting. A couple of things that I always wanted to blog it down, and now I'm finally here! =)


I shall start with something I wanted to blog long time ago. It has always been in my mind but I'm just too lazy to blog (ok, now you know the real reason :p).


I wanna thank my friends that has been with me during my down time. I don't think any of them will see this, but I just wanna say what I feel. (as I said earlier on, this is MY blog)


Thank you my Charles family. You guys were with me during the days where I just cried and cried and cried. The days where I just sat in the car looking out of the window and tears just couldn't stop. The days where you guys bring me out for dinner and all I ate was two pieces of vegetables (but thats good also what.. I lost weight!). Thanks Da Ge, for always bringing me out cos you know I'm so down. Thanks for understanding how I felt and thanks for the pat on my head when you know whatever you say at that moment will never get into me. Thanx Er Ge for being there and not commenting anything. You know I will tell you when I'm ready, and even before I say anything you already know what happened. Hahaa! This is also the time that I got to know you better. Remember how we quarrelled during our first CNS flt? Hahaha Thanks San Jie, for being there and tried talking senses into me. How much you hate that person now shows how much you care for me. Thanks for always taking care of me. Thanx Didi, for being there and asking 'Si Jie, u ok?' every now and then when you see me crying. I didn't say much that time but deep down I'm really touched. =)


Thank you Si Yi. I guess you are the only person who knows everything from the beginning till the end. You are the only person who knows exactly how I felt at any point of time. Thanks for believing in me, giving me all the support that you can. I'm really glad that we became close again. Nobody believed I didn't do any CNS flt with you before after CNS started for 8 months. Hehe.. Thanks for being there during the happy days as well as the sad days. Thanks for bearing with me, listening to all my sobbings. Sometimes the things you said really surprised me cos I never expect you would say these. At the same time, I'm happy that I have you as my bestest friend. I couldn't thank you enough.. I thank you for this friendship and I believe the friendship will definately continue! =) Our 'love' started way back from Blk 85! Wahahaa


Thanks S. Without your first move, all these wouldn't happen. I'm not blaming you at all, but in fact I really thank you. Cos if it were to continue, I think the wound will be much deeper.


Theres still a few others I wanna thank. Blur, Weilin, CSS and XX. Thanks for lending me your listening ear. You guys know what I needed most at that time was just a listening ear, not comments and advises.


I learnt a few things from this incident. People say you learn something from everything. I couldn't agree more. I learnt theres many types of people. Some can be very nice, but some can be very mean. Its not as if I don't know this before that, but this time I learnt the hard way. I got to know who are my real friends, how much they actually cared for me. For some, we may not be close before. I'm thankful that you went the extra mile for me cos you cared for me. I'm thankful for the hours spent chatting with me be it meetups or phonecalls. Thanks for the phonecall 'checks' on me seeing if I'm ok (I call that checking the flight deck! Hehehe). Not forgetting I also learnt more about myself. I got to know myself more, like how silly I can be and how stupid I'm willing to be, to how strong I can also be. Thinking back, I'm surprised with the choices I made. Silly as can be, at the same time I'm actually quite impressed too! Haha


All these are what I wanted to blog long time ago. I'm out of it long long time ago, and I'm truely happier. Gone are the days where I'm always in doubt, to the days where even people I'm not close to at all would know that something was wrong with me. Like what I asked XX, is it because I'm always very noisy thats why when I'm quiet everybody thinks that something serious must has happened?!! *Bleh*


Now to the recents. People say things that doesn't go your way doesn't exceed 3. I've encountered 3 straight in a row recently. I truely pray hard that it stops there! Ti gong por bi, hor wa soon soon li li...


Da Ge, San Jie, Jie Fu and I went to Suzuki showroom some days back. I really want to get a Swift. (Fifi Lalang!!! I love your car!!!!! Haha) Checked about the price, insurance and everything. Conclusion is, NO MONEY LA! I don't want to be a slave for the car, so yup, not getting one anytime soon. Sob!!! I really want to get a Class 2B license, but I gladly admit that I'm too lazy to do it! Like what I told San Jie, I wouldn't go thru the same thing again like what I went thru getting my Class 3 license. Meishan says all these comes down to peer pressure, but no on wanna take Class 2B with me leh! Haiz, never mind.. I shall continue my taxi days! =\ Por bi the SFA pay will be good. So at least I can save up more and take another step closer. =p


Went to pay respect to Daddy and Gong Gong on Thursday morning. Si Yi went down with me. Hehe.. Very nice of her cos she just came back from CNS the previous day. It was Daddy's birthday and ever since I got my December roster I always had this feeling to go. I'm glad that I really went this time cos it has been quite some time since I went. We reached Bright Hill at about 1030. Went town after the prayers at about noon before meeting the rest for our KTV session. Walked around in town, chatting and updating each other and time seems to pass real fast. Met up with Da Ge, Jaslyn, Evon, Meishan and Er Ge for early dinner before our KTV session starts. Had lotsa fun in the ktv room cos we've got a super crazy Jaslyn! Hahaha.. I didn't sing much cos my voice haven't fully recovered. Wonder how long will my cough last! Grrr...


Alright, this post is long enough. I gotta sleep soon... lotsa appointments later in the day! Hehee.. Facial, mani and pedi session and Powder grooming. I don't think I have time for meals in between. *Yawnz* I'll go consolidate all photos from everyone's camera from Taipei trip to the recent KTV session and I promise to upload some photos! Meanwhile, please make do with my ZI LIAN pic! Wahahhhaahaaa








Current fav pic! Taken at the ktv room. Hehehee.. I'm happy that my hair is longer now! =p