Some thoughts that I wanted to post few days ago but I don't seem to find the right mood to do it. Now, at this hour, somehow the mood is right.

I did something that I thought I'll never do last week. Blur was there with me all the time. Million thanks to Blur, who woke up so early in the morning to accompany me. Things didn't happen the way I thought it will be, but then again, I didn't regret going for it. All I wanted was to see how it will be like. Afterall who doesn't go for the better??

All along I know that education was important. I know a piece of paper is important. But it didn't really slap me until that day. I wasn't even given a chance to see how it is like, just because I don't have a piece of paper.

It's ok I guess. Afterall at least I know I've tried. At least I dare to try! I took the first step! And at the same time, I'm honest to myself. I know that it is not a place for me. Whether you believe it or not, I'm telling the truth. I realised, and I'm convinced that it is not a place for me.

I believe that one door is closed, another will open. I will not give up my dream easily, moreover it is my childhood dream.

I've gotten over it! I'm fine now~ =)

Oh ya, I'm down with flu, cough and sorethroat. Whats happening to me?? One sickness followed by another. Haiz...