The pain is killing me.

Having a really bad gastric pain that I could hardly stand, sit or even lie down. I can't cough and sneeze too. It hit me at 8pm just now and till now I'm still in great pain.

Fainted in mummy's room while on my way to the toilet just now. Not totally unconscious, but suddenly I've no control of my limbs. No energy to move at all and all I see was stars.. Lied there helplessly for a good 30 mins before I could regain some energy to crawl back to my room. It really scares me cos I don't know what happened. Not because I'm on diet! I ate!!! I ate butter cakes during work, a packet of rice when I got home. I drank plenty of water too!! What happened??

It scares me as I was all alone at home when I fainted. Powder was barking in my room but I couldn't reach her. What if I died at home? Nobody will know. Or at least it'll take a few hours before mum discovers. Sighz... Asked Powder to bring me to the doctor but she told me she couldn't even get herself off my bed. She can't reach the keys to open the door too. =
Informed the operations that I couldn't go for work later. Going to see a doctor the first thing in the morning. At first I thought that since I'm going for short flight and this usually do not have too much load, maybe I can make it. But till now I still can't stand straight. It'll take me 2 seconds to move every step and I don't think I may even make it to the airport.

I tried to sleep at 8pm+ after the pain started, thinking I would feel better later when I wake up for work. But I've woke up like 8 times since 8pm to 3am. I felt so bad taking MC at this point of time cos I know we are very short of staffs. I didn't do it on purpose. I'm really in pain...

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