Its been like a good 3 years since I last visited this blog. Reading the blog is just like visiting the past... some of which that I chose not to remember.

I wanna get back to blogging! I know I've said it like umpteen times. But I'm quite sure I'm gonna make it work this time.. Let me organize some thoughts and I'll pen it down. =)

again, im feeling lost.

just turned 25.. i dunno what to do, i dunno what i want. i know what is my interest but that doesn't mean i will get to do what i want.

hate this feeling. no directions in life.

Louis Vuitton

Exactly one year ago, I was given a chance to be part of this wonderful company. I can still recall how stressed up and nervous I was when I went for the interview. I really really wanted to have this job and I was so stressed up!

One year later, today is my 2nd last day at work. Many things happened in this one year. I've learnt so many things, whether its work (now i can tell authentic or fake!) or life. I made a very good friend too.. and that is Vivian. I'm thankful for Vivian, cos without her I guess I would have left long ago. We were waiting for bus together just now and before she left she gave me a big hug.. and she cried. I didn't know I'd make such a big impact on her for my decision to leave. I feel sad to see her sad too.. :( She sent me a sweet sms a while later.. I almost teared on the bus too.. Sometimes it just feel so amazing that strangers can become good friends in a short period of time.

Vivian was there for me when I was happy, sad, angry, lost, disappointed, etc.. I always confided in her when I have problems whether with relationship or work. She always spend time talking me out, giving me wise advices.

I'm really very fortunate to have such people around me. People like Weilin, Joyce, Blur, Qiting, Joey, Lena, Judy.. These are the ladies that have been with me thru my happy or bad times. =) I'm truely thankful for these people.

Honestly, I'm having mixed feelings as my last day is getting nearer. I don't know is this a wise choice, or right choice, but I just want to try it out and earn more money.

No matter what it is, I'll never forget my days spent in Louis Vuitton. LV will no longer be just a luxury brand to me, this is the place I made a wonderful friend!

As much as I don't wish anyone to read this blog, I know there will be ppl reading.. but pls, pls remember that I DO NOT like anyone asking me abt what I posted on my blog. Cos its just what I thought of at the very moment I typed, and I do not feel comfortable when people ask me abt my blog. This is my only ranting space, a place where I can type freely.. so.... thank you.

Many things happened recently.. I don't know where to start. Sometimes I'm very amazed with myself that I can get my life in such a mess. But now, things got better. I think I'm handling myself better too... I refuse to think that I'm being selfish. Who thinks of me when they wanna be selfish? I need to be nicer to myself, when I'm nicer to myself, I'm indirectly nicer to people who loves and care for me. Cos by doing that I'll not cause them to worry for me. Hence the decision has been made. Its definately not an easy one.. definately NOT.

Afterall, I'm glad that all unhappy and saddening issues are all over. I'm leading a brand new life and what I need to do now is to be a better person. I need to learn to be nicer to people. I have to learn to appreciate and cherish more (i do now, but i think its not enough), and get myself used to my new life. I know I will, and I will not take my own sweet time to do it. Sometimes I think I give myself too much stress, too much that I bring troubles for other people who truly care for me. I need to reflect on these as well..

Ok its getting late. Time to sleep. Good night world.

*everyday is a brand new day, so live happily!*

p/s: oh ya... MIU MIU!!!! Should I? Should I not? Hmmm... *continues to think in my lalaland*

am i being too heartless?



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